An uncomfortable wait

I should be happy and excited at the upcoming events of tomorrow; however, I find myself dreading what might happen. Could it be possible that everything I have strived for will end tomorrow? I hope not. On the other hand I'm intent on holding my faith and finding the strength to persist.

Which brings to me to an ironic twist in my way of thinking. While I almost completely reject the concept of blind faith in religion I accept the concept of blind faith in love. Why is it so? Well, I'm not to sure, but I think it has something to do with love being far more irrational than normal, simple life. When I say normal I simply refer to the many choices and opting for the one that seems to bear the most positive benefit in return. Yet love is irrational because people tend to make outrageous decisions under the guise of love.

I'm not revealing my cards just yet. I believe that can wait until I know for certain the final outcome of my arduous commitment. Cartesian skepticism has driven me to a world of doubt, but I'm sure my friends would say that I have always been a skeptic.

What a relaxing day

Today was an exceptional bludge. I had the opportunity to climb and ride but I gave it all up for the chance to stay home and relax, for a change. And what a day it was: I bludged, watched a movie, bludged, played some games, ate some food, and bludged some more. It was fantastic. Now I have another week of school to look forward to. Initially, I had expected my first semester to be long and drawn out; now, I am finding that time will surely catch up to me and I'll be stressing about the up and coming end of semester.

Atleast I'll have my GF by my side. She has her visa and I should be expecting her in the next coming weeks. I'm very excited, yet quite nervous. It has been many months since I last saw her and it is all coming together now. A grand finale to the first stages of our relationship. I will see her soon and we will, once again, continue on, living our lives.

I'm tired and lost for words. I could mention that I have climbed, rode, and admired the "Brisbane RiverFire Festival"; however, that would be pointless and I'm too tired to bother.

Fun dee na (sweet dreams)