A moderately profound feeling of confusion, once again. I haven't added to my blog in some time; however, I believe this absence of Internet presence is attributable to my relative calm and acceptance for things as they are. Actually, I don't believe that is entirely true. But tapping into that wealth of knowledge or understanding is just beyond my grasp. Am I really accepting things? Or, am I just waiting for chaos to resume.
I'm elated at the potential being held by my lack of freewill. Work is gruelling but satisfying, my lack of social structure has reemerged to be an issue worth dealing with, and my debts are increasingly troublesome, considering my less than anticipated income.
I'm still elated. Just yesterday, I started looking for starter lessons for Chinese on the net. So far I can write: 你 我 好 妈 再 见 哥 对 妈, and a bunch I can't recall at the moment. Enthusiasm for a language seems to be a binding glue for my sanity. My passion for language is developing and I cannot wait to become fully focused to my university life in Canberra next year (hahaha or Brisbane - we will see). Sorry, yes, Canberra, if they accept me. I can only wait and see.
I feel I should include some profound paradigm to discuss; however, I don't feel the need to raise particulars at present. I am actually, moderately, satisfied. Fantastic.
Anyways, work is going well, I have a car, the family is great, I miss all my friends from Brisbane, and the rest of world for that matter, and last of all, I have been climbing off and on since I got back. I really have to make a better attempt at the climbing.
Enjoy the calm while it lasts.
再见 (See you later)
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