As per usual I find it having been too long since my last posting. This distance has come with due cause. The holidays are here and I am tending towards something not seen in recent months. I would argue that I have been going down a moderately destructive path. My lack of direction has been concerning, and that is not the direction of school; however, my lack of direction obviously bears some subsequent effects on my work.
This change has been building for some time and I feel that these next coming weeks are a great opportunity for me to move forwards, forget the cruxes of my past and progress to a next level. This trend seems so familiar because I have been striving to find the source of my motivation for some time. Actually, whether it is motivation, will, determination is arguable. I feel it is something different. Perhaps it is a search for some sort of essence, a foundation that will bring me clarity and understanding.
"May I continue to move, without referring to trajectory. By placing my momentum in some real form to find a way through to what I would call the next paradigm..." - me
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ReplyDeleteWhy don't you use the driving force lying within you? It's an almost unlimited... go and use it !!
ReplyDelete"Strength and honor" - from a crap movie =D