Hey Mum,
Yeah made it to Bangkok safely. Na is still with me and we should be leaving for the airport in about an hour. It has been a very sad day or 2 and it is finally starting to sink in that I will be going home and may not see Na for a long time. Really, after all that has happend I still feel so strongly for her as she does for me. She knows that there isn't much help I can provide given the limited time I have to pay off my debts and what she has to do here. None the less she is going to work very hard in the near future and is definately going to make a concerted effort to make it to Australia. She is willing to do everything it takes to come and wants to really make some thing for herself and us. So much so that she is willing to --------------- to get there. I know she did some questionable things in the past and I'm aware of the reasons. But it is her willingness to give all for the goal that makes me crazy about her. I don't know what will happen in the future but I am not calling it quits just yet. Nobody said life was easy and I intend on keeping what we have as strong as I can, even if it is accross international lines. Life can be unpredictable and certainly difficult but what would I be saying about myself if I simply cut and run when things looked bad. At anycost I do not have anything to lose and everything to gain with my trip home, work and education. If Na can be a part of that life I would be very happy.
See you in Melbourne. I'll try to call from Sydney if I can. heheh Might have to call reverse charges as I don't have any Australian currency on me.
Luv --------
XXOO
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