My willingness to be a part of such a drastically risk based relationship has been a journey of major discovery. I have put all on the line for something I believe in and I'm not sure if it will be a wise or naive decision. My sacrifice has surely taught me many things and one thing I try to hold onto is that stereotypes should not be an ultimate source for the decision making process.
My concern is that maybe I should take note of some of these stereotypes. All being said, I really don't want to hear the advice of those around me, even though those councils are simply trying to help me. It seems arrogant of me but for what it is worth I'm still prepared to embark further down this seemingly self destructive path to find the fruits of my labour.
A cross roads has come to head and I am truly scared for what I might find, but as I see it I cannot fall back now and retreat. Na means more to me than anybody realises and it can be said that this is the most important relationship I have been in.
I'm so lost in my thoughts with no real, ultimate solution to the questions I ask myself. heheh maybe I can say that it has atleast been good inspiration for my writing. Not that that translates to more hits on my site.
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