I feel much more at peace today. Yesterday was the pinnacle of a stage in my life that has given me closure. I can look forward now, not back. I can move on without fear of leaving something behind. The future is uncertain but I am satisfied.
My persistance to fend off criticism in the face of obvious deception was simply due to my human instinct to be wanted. Perhaps that is something I have learnt. I wont always be alone, even if it seems like I may never find what I am looking for. Time will tell and I'm almost certain that my future will be filled with love and companionship. In what form? I dare not speculate.
"...life goes on. Always Look forwards, never surender, never give up, and never regret. PRESEPADA FOREVER."
Thanks Joe Frog. You are an inspiration to us all.
Happy Birthday (again) Nengi,
ReplyDelete... you got my email.
Now is the best time for you to keep updating your blog. Every day is a new day, with new experiences, and something new to be learned about yourself and life.
Be prepared to mourn what you have lost and to rejoice in what you still have ... friends, family, good health, and a very promising future.
Luv SARA
Better come round for tea.
ReplyDeleteA, M, & T